Ok, so I decided to write this in english since I happen to have a bunch of friends from all over the world. My grammar may not be flawless, far from, but I really try.

Today has been one of the hardest and longest day so far in my life. About 1 month ago I met a doctor who is also my coach since I decided to quit smoking. Today was the first smoke-free day, and I want to bang my head in all walls possible, I need my cigarettes! Well, I know I don't need them but I could bloody kill for one, that's for sure.

I'm happy to have such a supportive boyfriend that knows when to shut up and not try to piss me off. He loves making me mad and he loves to tease me so I get all grumpy, but today he has been so wonderful. He bought chinese, he did the dishes, made presso... He's my angel, and I love him to death.

Thank you all for supporting me in this, you guys are the best! <3